My last post was hurting and my life for the past weeks beacame very very meaningful. Both happy and sad, I came to realize so many things. My constant argument with my mom led to so many significant and unexpected events... Inspite of everything... I still love her.... Like what I have written in the past... I sincerely pray for peace....

I am amazed how God makes us realize that HE exists... that He is always there especially when we are in sorrow... On the event of my boyfriend's proposal came other event that really broke my heart into pieces. A confession... I wouldn't want to write what happend because along with the promise I made to myself, I promised my mother that things will never change and that I will not dwell on it. I am tired. I am exhausted. I am hurting.


I hope to write exciting post after this blog...

My wedding preparations maybe, will be more interesting than any other dramas...