away and hurting

Seoul, Korea
ItaewonDong
4pm

Im away from home ... FINALLY . My two weeks was good ,bad and frustrating . My engagement happened and my happiness was incomparable. Everyone was very happy and excited for me. My friends, my brothers, Kyle, and my future in-laws. My mom on the other had reacted differently. As I was expecting it... she was unhappy. Not because I am getting married but because I disobeyed her. I chose a man that she less prefer for me..and I left a man that she unreasonably want for me. For the second time around in my life, she was again trying to interfere with my life's decision. With my happiness. For material and selfish reasons that she had dreamt of.

I dont want to write details here because it is very hurting. I want peace. That was my last message to my mom.

I left the Philippines hurt...and I caught myself crying in the plane while trying to get some sleep. How's that? I was supposed to be celebrating and enjoying my engagement. But my mom deprived me to be so. AGAIN.

I texted Jp the other night and apologized for whatever is happening now. He was very positive and supportive the whole time. He texted me back and said that everything will be alright. That when we get married..everything will be alright. Him, me and our futire togther. I know he was sincere enough when he said that. He has proven enough. More than what i've expected. That - probably this is happening now for some good reason later on. Yes, I still believe that things will work out eventually.

I love the feeling after the hurt is gone...

*********

Another reason to be happy and excited? I am going to start preparing for my wedding soon. Even if it is a year away :D I know I will have good time preparing. My future mother-in-law is very excited and so is my bestfriend who is in the states right now. Even more excited that I am ! haha!

I am excited to go home because me and Jp's mom prepared a party for Kyle =) It is his 7th birthday! It will be a Pirates of the Carribean party and everyone will have to wear their costumes. I'll post pictures next week.


Bohol! Bohol! I am excited :) I am going to Bohol on the 26th this month and hopefully at that time...I will be leaving peacefully compared to my Korea trip now.(crossed fingers)

I am praying for that... sincerely...